I saw a love I had been missing
I stood still as he came towards me
My eyes closed and a sigh escaped my lips
A spark that he and me had within
Became a fire that would now never recede
Peace engulfed me
My happiness knew no bounds
I was finally one
With the one my souls recognised
A dream that was between my ears
Came rushing to my consciousness
I was present in every moment
In every breath he took, in every cell he touched
Golden light flushed my being
I knew my angels were watching
As I became one who was sent to me as a blessing
With whom my soul was now dancing and rejoicing
And in the aftermath
I waited for emptiness to come
I waited for sorrow to fill
I waited for disgust to settle in
I waited for tear to roll off my eyes
Instead came a happiness
Instead came a feeling of fulfilment
Instead came gratitude
Instead came a smile
A smile that was in his eyes and mine
A happiness that seem to bounce of me and him
Entangling and growing only to radiate all around us
A fulfilment that our souls were waiting for
Who are we?
Who is he to me?
Is he my karmic mate or my soul mate?
Or is he the one they call a twin flame?
Love they say is to be felt
Love they say is when we start to love ourselves
Love they say is appreciation for one own
Love they say is the communion of everything
So am I in love?
Or is it my loneliness?
Is it my souls voice?
Or my ravaging hormones?
I know not the answer to my feelings
I know not the reason to be with him
I know not the ways of my mind and my heart
What I know is that I am his and he is mine.
Is love complicated?
Or is it the people?
Is the soul confused?
Or the environment around us?
Does love see the status?
Or is it free of any norms?
Does love know of imperfections?
Or is it the most purest of form?
I have debated on it for day and night
I have asked for guidance from that almighty
For years I have curbed and followed my rules
For years I have chained my heart into a prison of falsehood
But no more..
To give love to myself is my birthright
To love any man or a woman is my choice
To be happy in life my only purpose, my hearts only desire.